Today was Malcolm's first day at work. I sit here waiting for him to come home. Tonight is my night off I have did everything to keep busy. Helped Trav with his homework got dinner on and did dishes. We sat down together and watched Bridget Jone's Diary. The movie was alright but Malcolm knows my favorite movie is still Pretty Woman. Most women would be happy their husband is away and they are all alone. But not me, I hate it. Something is missing tonight we sat down at dinner time and Malcolm's chair was empty. I have gotten so used to him being around me all the time I just miss him really bad is all. My mother says how can Malcolm and I stand being around each other all the time. I replied i guess we are different then most people. We both love each other. It is like no love i have ever known. So tonight I listened to a song Malcolm used to sing to me it is called The River by Santana and it goes like this

You are my river..keep on flowing through... filling my life...with all of you..You are the freedom I've been searching for..oh how i love you just for who you are..there will be hard times everyone must go through testing his love just to see if it's true.. but the hard times will come....But they all pass away I have seen the light In my life today...That is why i love you..Just for who you are....

You are my river

Malcolm will be home in 45 minutes ....... I sure will be glad .... I have coffee ready to go for him all i have to do is click the start button. All i can say is I sure do miss him...........

Denise